Category: Posts
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I wish I could have loved you. Every time you needed me to. I really do. I wish that I always loved who I was, when I was with you. But that’s the thing, around you I had to lose me. Just so you could make others comfy. I lost entire identities, within you to…
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The hardest goodbyes, are the ones where the person is still alive. I already prepared and said my farewell to you in my mind. Because by the time you take your leave, you will just be a shell of the man I once looked to for guidance with everything. A father figure by chance, the…
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I’ve been feeling like a stranger in my skin. The last thing I remember is an argument with that jerk, inner critic. We both went to bed with many words left unsaid. The next day to my regret, it woke up earlier than me. I guess peace couldn’t stand its company. Started off with an…
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Better out then in. So here it is. I’m tired. I want to just sleep. My spirit is exhausted. My mind has taken me hostage. My flesh is weak. The universe is generous with each new problem it gifts me. My thoughts feel cold. My body is losing heat. I feel like I’m dying. But…
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I’ve kind of always felt like a fraud. But I didn’t know why. Until I began the journey to find me, myself and I. Who am I without the descriptions from others I stored in my mind? Say, “I think” a lot. But, “I” who? Who is, “me”? And how does one think, if thinking…
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When disconnected in a deep meditative state. I feel my soul lighten and align with peace. From the chaos of trying to appease an insatiable ego who calls itself, Me. For a few moments, I feel free from a grip that has been depleting good energy, draining me. I looked to many different sources over…
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I saw you today, and at first I was not sure of what to say. The last thing you heard from me was, I will come back to set you free. I’m 36, and that line that tied that promise from me to you, was severing. Because I tried to forget you. I treated you,…
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Is it mine? The pain that holds me in its grasp? I have been unconscious, and I could not have been any less aware of that. I’ve been trying to parent with the pain I unfortunately Inherited from mom, dad, and generations past. So naturally I went ahead and caused heartache, unknowingly. In the same…
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Every now and then found in the silence, is a realization within a conscious state. You start to see all the roles and positions you were taught to take, without questioning. You notice you have been on everyone else’s side. Encouraged others and helped them find their lion inside. All while ignoring the needs of…
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I messed around with fire expecting no burns. I played in traffic with my guilt, hoping it gets hit first. Only attracted one type of male, now my future needs feel cursed. I keep catching them, but keeping them has proven harder and hurts. I allowed myself to be a when you need remedy, for…
