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I’ve heard finding your own individuality means you have to die while living. You have to write off the very existence of who you claimed to be. Transformation isn’t just getting something new, it’s losing everything old that you were told to believe. Your good ol ego will fight to stay whole. Knowing its existence relied on you staying in the mold, allowing it to keep its hold. And as you are awakening, the darkness hovers just eager to take control. Soon doubt will step in, and convince you this phase is just a trend. It could be weeks, months or years before it ends. You may become tired and lose hope, allowing ego to step back in. It will act as if and play enlightened, but it’s just going to pull you right back into soul depleting hibernation. So don’t allow distractions. Stay woke. You may find yourself feeling completely alone and most at this point would run back to their spiritual ego. But when you truly submit, you can create a fertile place for the birthing of yourself, that never had the chance to exist. It’s been said that It’s a very lonely path ahead because It’s killing off who only ever existed in your head. You will need to be strong enough to watch your mind break apart and come back together again. Awakening is not something we can instantly attain and I am learning and waking up a little more with every mistake I make. I am sending a funeral invite out today, to pay respects to the existence I never identified as me. Transformation isn’t getting something new, its destroying everything old and useless that was grown inside you, in spite of you.

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