I hadn’t thought about you in some time because I tried so hard to evict you from my mind. I worked on trying to lend others my time. Instead of trying different ways to rewind our line. I just don’t want us to go back in time. So down memory lane alone, am I. I need to remember what grabbed my attention, what made me fall so hard for the same type. With you things felt different, you made me feel so warm at times. It could be because, you are a ball of fire. Your soul illuminates’ life, where death surely transpires. Your vibrations create ballads of soul notes sung by angelic choirs. But there is poison lurking behind your heart. As beautiful as you seem, you are just as dark. We started so bright, but then began to fall and so did our light. I tried increasing my spirit lumens, but nothing could ever fill the hole you carved into the depths of my mind, not even light. I allowed you a space inside, but not to fill it with lie after lie. I dreamed of us night after night. You were on this pedestal I kept pushing up, further into the sky. Always leaving myself behind because I believed you needed more than I could ever supply. That love I gave you , yeah that what was mine. The throne I loaned you, well you had your time. Your membership to my hippocampus has been revoked, bye bye.
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