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Delulu’s Fantasy

We have a creative imagination, me, myself, and I.

I prepared for these moments long ago with you, but only in my mind.

So I only anticipated, how your lips would feel against mine.

Or how soft your skin would be, and the scent you’d leave on me.

I wasn’t aware my subconscious would plot, to suffocate my dreams.

Just to continue its ability, to manipulate me.

Because it wanted me to be gullible.

It needed me to achieve The fantasy it created using me.

and the hope I stashed within the corners of me.

It does all this so I could have the audacity, to continue to live in my world of make believe.

While unconsciously messing up my actual reality.

Silly thought processing, we’ve gone and created a new scene.

To add to the story of, Delulu’s fantasy.

Though it’s based off of my feelings.

My subconscious has a way of, being a little misleading.

But sometimes it’s informing.

It allows me to see clearly.

Where I see hope, you will only see opportunity.

When I have a dream, you will only have a scheme.

How I love, you will never need.

I’m looking for a mutual exchange, when it comes to the meeting of one another’s needs.

Whether Physically, mentally, emotionally, or spiritually.

You, can’t just meet one, and not the other three.

I’m aware of what I want.

Until then, I won’t continue to let my subconscious captain my reality.

Especially when it comes to emotions and roles. they were assigned previously.

Straight from the story of, Delulu’s Fantasy.

Sierra Mazzucca

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4 responses to “Delulu’s Fantasy”

  1. Christopher Hall Avatar
    Christopher Hall

    Now hold on here! Delulu said don’t you dare! Get back in line with that subconscious working some vicious overtime! Listen to the saboteur! Except not really, Delulu can stick his fantasy up where the sun don’t shine. And then get the middle finger on the way out! Lol!

    You’re damn good at this whole showing brief beautiful pictures of your heart thing! Didn’t I say that once before? Probably have. I don’t care to repeat again how good your art is. Spectacular! And extremely relatable too! My god, this whole theme is just fucking sick too! Like, part of me says, how in the hell do you write something this good all the time? But then another part of me already understands why.

    “To add to the story of, Delulu ‘s fantasy.” As you can already tell from what I just highlighted, all you need to do is go back and give it one backspace, and then you will be good to go on that one! 😀

    As hard as it is to carry regret for the gullibility of the past, you have had the courage to grow from it. To me, all I would say if you were feeling bad about it, is that it really is going to be ok. And no, I don’t mean that in a bullshit kind of way that people like to say to give false comfort. No, I mean in the sense of, it’s going to be ok. You’re fine and good enough as you are. Now let’s take some action to truly make that a reality! And we’ve got this! Does that make sense? If not, then challenge me right now. What’s your wisdom in that regard? What do you think?

    Oh! By the way! 50/10 AGAIN! I’ve already made the determination that you’re one the best writers here at this point now. It really is conclusive. Period. It’s time for the biggest likes that you’ve ever had on a post yet on here day! Let’s go!

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    1. Sierra Mazzucca Avatar
      Sierra Mazzucca

      I havr said it nefore but I really enjoy reading your feedback. You never miss. And you make my day better by being you and for sharing with me your very bright light. I am so honored someone such as brilliant as yourself, believes in me like you do. It just takes one person to make a difference within someone else’s life.

      Thank you for always supporting me ❤️🙏🏼

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      1. Christopher Hall Avatar
        Christopher Hall

        Aww! I know you do! But one of these days due to my imperfection, I’m going to miss! And then there will be a wah wah wah sound effect playing in the background for when I do! LOL!

        In all seriousness, I always want to support you every chance and opportunity that I get. You sure have made a difference in my life too ya know! You are so kind and gentle right back with me. And I respect the vibe! Let’s keep being the real ones out here showing everyone what’s up! ❤️🙏🏼

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      2. Sierra Mazzucca Avatar
        Sierra Mazzucca

        Let’s do that!! I hope you have an amazing day and weekend 🌞

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