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I messed around with fire expecting no burns.

I played in traffic with my guilt, hoping it gets hit first.

Only attracted one type of male, now my future needs feel cursed.

I keep catching them, but keeping them has proven harder and hurts.

I allowed myself to be a when you need remedy, for a life you hate but still not enough to be with me.

I changed myself for the better, yet the old version is still the only one you see.

Continue working on myself.

While you point fingers at everyone else, because you’re unhappy.

I read the Bible to get direction.

You read it then, use it as a form of weapon.

You think because you kneel and pray, that you’re dismissed from all the sins you made?

Well that’s your business, and your confessions to make.

All I am saying is, if something isn’t working, why continue to partake?

Unless you have not healed, and a punishment is what you feel you deserve to take.

I just feel bad because the further I elevate the more I see, the damage to your spirit that’s preventing you from setting yourself free.

I’m no one to tell anyone how to live or be.

But I can share my own experiences and what that looks like for me.

I no longer constantly treat my heart like a punching bag. Progress, is the word for that.

Because eventually one hit, will very well be my hearts last .Life is gonna end one day yes, that is a fact.

So why do we waste time indulging in things that only steal from future opportunities, that could be had.

So don’t sit on hells bench, expecting not to one day feel its draft.

We give the universe requests and its delivers them, just as we ask.

Sierra Mazzucca

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  1. Christopher Hall Avatar
    Christopher Hall

    You came right out of the gate with a big swing! “I messed around with fire expecting no burns. I played in traffic with my guilt, hoping it gets hit first.” Like you ain’t kidding! It’s like, you know fire is hot and it will burn you right? Nah, I’ll just dip my hand in there! It’s all good! I’ve got this! NOPE! No you don’t Mr. Christopher, ya big goof! Ouch! LOL! 😂

    I’m grateful to be here to learn more about how far you’ve come. Though, I wish I could’ve encouraged you while you were still in the trenches of your transformation. When the shit gets tough, people like to run. So it’s more important to be there when it’s the toughest. This line in particular struck a very deep chord within me, “I allowed myself to be a when you need remedy, for a life you hate but still not enough to be with me.” That just hits straight for the heart. Damn. Good God I’m sorry that you had to feel and live through that kind of experience. I’m not trying to be a man-hater when I say this, but honestly, most of us just absolutely suck! I see wayyy too much to not come to that conclusion. LOL! But of course, I know personal responsibility accounts for the type of people we attract as well. And all of the subconscious and concious work we have to do change that and etc. That matters just as much too. And since life is 80% non-binary, and 20% binary. We can say in this case that both of those things that I just said are true together at the same time. But, if we could just elinmate all the abusive crap our society encourages to do to one another, then maybe we wouldn’t have to do all of that work in the first place! C’mon people! LOL!

    This was really good again! I love your thoughts on these pages. And I love where your headspace is at right now. Oh goodness! I could just give you a big hug right now and say keep going! Keep taking those healing actions! And as a side note, It always makes me chuckle and smile whenever you write something similar themed as I, but just in a different context. The thing I wrote yesterday is sitting in my drafts titled, “Punishment, Accepted.” (title subject to change) It’s different of course, but similar type of vibe and theme as here. I love it! Lol!!!

    I really hope that you’re finding so much joy in your life today! You are a warm precious diamond in a world that’s so rough and so self destructive for no reason. 😀🙏🏻

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    1. Sierra Mazzucca Avatar
      Sierra Mazzucca

      I truly believe our healing paths/journey are very similar and meant to cross!! You find my favorite lines everytime lol thank you for taking time to read and share your always great feedback.

      have a

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      1. Christopher Hall Avatar
        Christopher Hall

        Absolutely! I feel the exact same way! I hope the rest of your day and night is so wonderfully special! 😁🙏🏻

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      2. Sierra Mazzucca Avatar
        Sierra Mazzucca

        I hope your Sunday was bright and full of joy! 🙏🏼 😊

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