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You mad I don’t ever want you back?
You see me shining bright.
And all you can think about, is snuffing out my light.
You had no good redeeming qualities.
Just a washed up, drugged out, old news commodity.
Even if I was starving, I wouldn’t split bread with a thief.
Tried to steal my shine away from me.
Just so you can pretend to look for it, like some heroic almighty.
You forgot I was raised by the streets.
I never trusted you as far as my arms could reach.
While you had one hand pretending to help me seek.
Your other was always riding up somewhere on my body.
Sleeping next to you became agonizing and daunting.
My eyes would be sore come sunrise.
All from trying to stay awake, to prevent you from taking away my consent, and having your way with me while I slept.
You never had permission to touch me when I wasn’t aware of what was happening.
Then you got insulted when I put an end to things.
Thought your crazy act was going to scare or manipulate me to let you come back into my life, willingly?
Silly boy, I have said and done worse to myself.
Even so the things you said, I won’t repeat to anyone else.
You are chum, no nerve. just fat trash.
Just to give you further context on that, in case you cant see, this is my last piece about a wicked disgusting light thief.

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2 responses to “Light Thief”

  1. Christopher Hall Avatar

    I’m truly sorry that this happened to you. It’s so hard dealing with people in life. Society is fucked up in general in terms of how love ourselves and each other. We’re all broken people in some way. And either it makes us a better human, or it makes us the worst kind of human. And It’s truly hard to know who is real and who is not in this life. Some people come with a shining light that is deceptive and evil, instead of life-giving and floruishing. And when this happens, that type of individual can leave scars on us that last for a lifetime. Wounds that are very hard to overcome and they cloud our perceptions on things. It really does suck. I’ve been through something similar before, and I understand how rough this type of shit can be. So, you’re absolutely imo, doing the best thing you could possibly do in this type of situation by loving yourself, and raising yourself up with YOUR LIGHT high to the sky. That is most definitely how you should respond to this situation! I’m very proud of you, and that you’re standing on this earth fully as you are! Please keep going and I promise things will inevitably turn out better! And the scars and all the past pain will fade! Keep going! 👏🏻

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    1. Sierra Avatar
      Sierra

      You are 100% correct. This type of thing happens so often and most people shut down or have no words. Thankfully I woke up and was aware of what was happening. Not all are that lucky. My GOD is a good GOD

      I will keep going because I am able to. Thank you for your kind and supportive words. I appreciate you!! Hope you have a great day 😀

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