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Summon peace

Sleep,why have you yet to find me?

I sent you numerous messages.

But you still haven’t replied back to me.

Left on read.

Even so, I am where we usually meet.

My body lies flat on top of clean sheets, with eyes shut, waiting patiently.

It’s been weeks since we spoke.

Have you too lost interest in me?

I wouldn’t be surprised.

Humans ruin everything.

This body stores so much pain.

That has finally made its debut appearance, externally.

It’s hurting.

As I expected years of torment kept, would be.

But It has not done any good festering internally.

So my spirit made the decision to start dealing with all of it permanently.

With that comes temporary pain, and lack of many z’s.

So, I understand.

Still it’s upsetting.

I get teased with peace from pain.

Hoping that this time it stays.

Only to wake up worse than I felt yesterday.

Like something is mad I felt that moment of ok.

Pissed off, I was relinquished from aches for half a day.

After no sleep for numerous weeks.

Physical and mental beatings back-to-back concurrently.

I’m still fighting with the light, that the darkness is trying to snub from me.

It hurts, because I know the dark and the light, they’re both in me.

The one hurting me.

ME, Fighting, me.

I’m the cause for my lack of sleep.

And you’d think if I knew that, I’d stop begging for rest and release.

Because if I can cause havoc, then I can easily summon peace.

To allow my mind a break from running constantly.

So my spirit doesn’t feel the need to call a timeout on sleeping, for healing Internal sores.

Causing physical pain, unnecessarily.

Sierra Mazzucca

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3 responses to “Summon peace”

  1. Christopher Hall Avatar
    Christopher Hall

    Before I respond again with something that I hope can give you even more comfort, I just want to say that of course, you’re very welcome! I hope that cry helped you release even more pain. 🥹 I’m glad my words and my energy went that deep into your heart. That’s what I love! It is genuinely my absolute honor to be able to encourage you in an any way I possibly can. Especially even more so in such a time like this. I feel deeply connected to you in this universe, and I see you in your heart. And I like what’s in there! It’s special! And thus it only feels natural for me to want to give my healing presence into your life any chance when I can. Simple!

    So, now that I’ve said all of that. I’ll say this.

    Just keep letting go of the pain. And don’t hold back. There is no more guilt, regret, or shame. There will never be another reason to punish yourself ever again. You’ve done enough. You are right here for a reason. Now all you have to do is continue completing the process that’s happening right now. Because in reality, you already are free. But you already know this. Just thought it might be good to hear someone else say it too! You are good enough. I’ll say it again, You are good enough! Truly! I promise! 🙏🏻🕊️💫💗

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    Christopher Hall

    I’m not saying this as a way of stroking your ego. But you really need to know how incredible your strength is right now at this moment. Like, hell, I don’t even know how your mind is still functioning at this point. Let alone being functional enough to write something this good and this coherent. Especially on a 30 day challenge! Like I would love to see someone else try this going through half the shit you’ve been through, and try and tell me that isn’t beyond levels of brutality! You should really be proud of yourself! Like, genuinely proud! Once you’ve made it through this, that alone should qualify you for a trophy or some kind of plaque on your wall. Like that’s just insane.

    As for the poem itself, This is just good pure poetry right here! I loved the theme, the flow, the cadence, the metaphors, the rhymes, now that I’ve gotten in tune with your style, it has the DNA of Sierra just written all over it! It’s an absolute hit! 🎯

    I’ll point out something that I actually really liked too. Which is as you read the title of the poem, “Summon peace,” and then transitioned to the introductory first word of the poem, “Sleep,” I thought the flow of how that sounded in the audio was absolutely rad!

    You’ll get through this. I promise! 🙏🏻

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    1. Sierra Mazzucca Avatar
      Sierra Mazzucca

      Made me cry, thank you for always encouraging me. And then your words, they just bring a great big smile to my face.

      I definitely am going to get through this, I do feel a bit loopy from lack of sleep, but its all going to be worth it. I am glad the poems are coherent lmao but l will re read them when I get sleep lol . This pain is my nerves, and its all of the sadness, anger guilt, regret, etc piled up. Thinking out of sight out of mind and body. I was wrong. It finally made me fall to my knees asking to be free because if its inside it will surely kill me.

      So thank you for all your genuine compliments and encouraging words ❤️ You are one of a kind 😇

      I hope your day met you with kindness and joy 😊

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