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None of it matters.
Not in a morbid way.
But we are all performers in the existence of the human play.

We come and go.
Like stars, there is no permanency.
Still even knowing this we choose to limit our visions.
We stray from spontaneity to embrace rigid rules someone wrote in invisible ink.

We are born with playful souls.
We carry that energy through childhood.
Until the day we are told we need grow, we need to plan A-Z.
We need to start causing ourselves anxiety.
Worrying about who we will be. Carefully.
As if seriousness was virtue to humanity.

Like it’s the key to living.
But we stop living free, to become tied up.
Anxious, overworked in a weak human body. That even quicker fades when it’s put under stress and has unattainable expectations many have died to see met.

We make up what is OK and what is not.
Only to break made up rules we follow, because that’s what we were taught.
But why?
Why do we exist, if not to enjoy all of it?
With no limits.
Even the universe enjoys its existence like a free kid.

Bursting stars, rushing waves to shores. Chasing clouds with wind.
When did we become ok with no longer being free to exist just as is.
With no need for an explanation, like children.

We started placing time to hold ourselves accountable for reaching stressful goals.
And for no real reason.
Just because we were shown one way and they called it freedom.
And if we wanted it, we would do as we were told.

But None of it matters when we’re done.
The stressing over who you will become
The guilt over what you haven’t done.
None of it.
Its all unnecessary suffering.
If we can just capture the same free energy as the child, before they were told what their limits would be.

Then the world would be full of curiosity, freedom.
And many more souls would be free without boundaries.
It matters but, not the way we were taught to believe.

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One response to “Why does it matter”

  1. Christopher Hall Avatar

    Congratulations! You are one of the few who actually get it! Preach it!!!!!!! 🙌🏻 Oh, do I know the feeling of this one all too well. I don’t know how much more I can add. I agree 💯 and you summed it up perfectly.

    I have watched my entire family line, fall in line, and self destroy themselves all for nothing. People pleasing, approval seeking, over analyzing, overthinking every single little tiny behavior or action that they take. And that’s where I learned this type of behavior from. And no shock, that’s what I became. That’s exactly where I got my OCD from. (amongst other things) I’m lucky and undeserving to have become conscious enough to discover that most everything we do is… exactly as you described it here. All we do is limit, and cage ourselves into our hell. We say do this, or don’t do that. Blah blah blah. And all I can say in response is, “Says who?” Life is way too diverse for our rules and make believe standards we set for ourselves. Aka, we setup ourselves for failure. And rig the system against ourselves. Self sabotage apparently is the name of the game.

    Just like you said in totality, “It matters, just not in the way we think it does.” The truest essence of our existence can be found by beginning with the same line of thoughts and reasoning that you are displaying here. I’m very glad to see you get deep into the weeds philosophically here. (At least to my perception anyway) Let those who have eyes see, and those who have ears hear what’s being said. I cannot stress enough just how important I think meaning of your conveying here is. You’re onto something! 🎯👏🏻

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